WANT

Someday this will be mine-

Things

Why is that i procrastinate so much?

Why do humans in general procrastinate so much?

They should come up with a solution for this common human occurring problem.

They do for everything else.

i don't really know who "they" are, but i'm sure they'll figure something out.

in the meantime i'll probably keep procrastinating until "they" fix it.

c'est lav vie

Cherish It

When I want a day to go by sooner so that the weekend comes quicker it always seems to take longer. And when the weekend finally comes it goes by a lot faster. Why can’t I take time from the dismal times to make it go by faster and put that time I took into the cherished times I look forward to as to make it extended?

I guess it wouldn’t be considered cherished or dismal anymore. Their definitions depend on each other. Without a good who would know what bad was? (and vice versa) I suppose it’s those dismal prolonged times that you suffer through that make where you would like to be a lot more worthwhile, making you truly cherish it. The dismal times help you see what a cherished time is. What a cherished time means.

Bad is what makes us see the good. Bad is always contrasting, comparing, and creating ways to realize those moments of happiness. He’s just doing his job, sometimes a little too well.

However if you can realize that there’s an equal amount of good to the bad, what you’ve worked through has meaning. Because you’ve helped good reach its potential and in doing that you’ve played a vital role in the creation of happiness. You’ve showed good what it’s made of.

All the while finding out what you’re made of.

Learn

I want to learn how to play the accordion so bad.

So I downloaded the Accordion App on my Ipod. Close enough.

New Yeer Breakfast.

One Man Band

Epiphany

At this point in time i am

not looking for someone to love, but looking for what i love to do.

i.e.

Men are lame and i'm just going to focus on school.

{the end}

Great Expectations

Before i came to college i had various notions on what it was going to be like, what i was going to do, who i was going to be.

So far none of those have come to pass.

Excluding the obvious ones like living on my own and doing my own laundry.

[duh]

It just goes to show that your perception of life and how you see yourself in it is a lot different than what is true or what will be.

So plan for the best, and realize that it's not going to always be what you want it to be.

it might be worse

it might be better

don't get your hopes up.